take me out

sejak liburan gue suka bgt nih ntn take me out, soalnya fyi this show really entertain me! trus ada yg kocak gitu yg namnya lala ngmgnya ceplos ceplos bgt trus my parents really like this show too. jadi deh kalo ntnnya bareng bareng. seruu deh

too much thinking and too much worrying

gini nih kebanyakan mikir jd setres sendiri kan, kata org org gue jgn kebayakan mikir, jgn mikir mikir yg ribet2 tp tetep aja gue mikir terus ah. gmn ya caranya help me please

happy birthday pa!

happy birthday to papa! tough i'm sad you getting older, wish you all the best. i always wish like that. because my dad is the one person who can make me calm when i'm scared, and always encourage me when i'm down! I LOVE YOU DAD!

nikamti hidup

semangat muda!
masih muda harusnya ceria
i have a lot things to have fun
Love, friendship, challenge and many many!

nikamti hidup

semangat muda!
masih muda harusnya ceria
i have a lot things to have fun
Love, friendship, challenge and many many!

SMILE LAUGH

semangat ya nad, thank to all people who talking to me. because talking to people make me forget that things!

takut

sebebnernya gue masih muda masih kecil kenapa jg harus udh takut, rasanya tuh gaenak bgt rasanya gue pengen teriak rasanya tuh sepi bgtt. ah gmn ya mau cerita tp takut jg cerita ke orang, rasanya gue bener bener stres bgt rasanya kyk ah sesah bgt di jelasin. kayaknya enak bgt liat org org enjoy bgt tp gue lg gak bisa padahal kmrn2 tuh gue bisa ya enjoy bgt kayak gt semenjak lusa kemaren gr gr baca tuh artikel sialan jd gue ketakutan gt harusnya gue ga pernah baca itu aja kali biar gue ga ketakutan walopun gr gr ketakutan gini gue jadi rajin solat bgt tapi tetep aja rasanya gmn sih kalo ketakutan. gue butuh bgt org yg bs nyemangatin gue rasanya semuanya lg hampa bgt di pikiran gue kyknya gada yg msk ke pikiran gue selain ketakutan. mau ketawa mikirnya hampa rasanya hampir sama kayak dulu tapi gue gamau kayak dulu lg ketakutan bgt sampe kayak org gila gue ga mau kayak gitu, gue gamau nangis2 sendiri kayak dulu. gue tau kalo cuma gue sendiri yg bisa ngatesin ini, tapi gue jg butuh suasana yg cheerish ga ky suasana rumah terus yg sepi. sampe sekarang gue coba buat mikir gue berani gue berani. tapi gue butuh bgt sesuatu buat numpahin rasa takut gue, buat nyebutin kenapa gue takut aja gue gak berani karena kalo gt gue bakal tambah takut lagi. gue cm butuh sesuatu yg hibur gue biar gue bs lupain takut gue, setiap gue megang dada pasti rasanya detaknya cepet bgt kayak abis olahraga gue udh ketakutan parah sampe kayak gitu, gue tau kalo gue takut terus malah bahaya buat gue sendiri. gue malah ngundang apa yg gue takutin itu. Ya Allah semoga aja takut ini ilang ya Allah biar gue bisa kyk biasa kyk kmrn kmrn aminnn

nose up

actually this is kinda freak thing but i really want to buy this one whatever other people say! and i already order this one and i just need to transfer money!!! but my mom kinda annoying! actually i didn't say what i want to buy, if she know i want to buy this she will not let me buy this. and i'm jeaolus with ayu which she say she already buy this thing. AAAAAAAAAAAAA I WANT BUY BUY

shoot nations(again)

this morning i got an email from shoot nations said it's only 1 onth again until shoot nations end. That's mean i must upload photo, and i started panic! i saw my slr pitcures document and i FOUND many good photo match for shoot nations competition, oh GOD thanks!! but the person in all my picture is my sister (FYI=my sister is kinda a "narsis" person) but thanks sister!

today

today gue puasaaa! sumpah ya laper bgttt, kayaknya perasaaan gue perut gue bunyi setiap berapa menit sekali anjrottt. trus gada kerjaaan lg bkn tgambah laper aja sumpah ah. trus nyokap gue gabisa di telpon tetek bengeeek padahal gue BUTUH TRANSFER DUIT!!!!!!!! sialalalalalalaallaal betek bgt